Day 2

I binged today. Not as bad as it could've been but I'm not proud of it.

Ya, I'm struggling. It's so hard. But I'm going to keep trying.

 What I don't understand is how people, who have never had a problem with weight, think that it should be so easy for us to lose weight. "Just work out more." "Just eat a few hundred less calories." Ya, if it were that easy, I'd have lost weight a long time ago. My sister for example sees no appeal in food. So jealous. And some people can eat and eat and eat and still be tiny. Lucky them. Unfortunately, I have a huge teensy tiny addiction to food. I constantly find myself in the kitchen. And I hate it. But I'm working on it. :)




In other news:

As I mentioned before, I am a sahm. I live with my parents who are very supportive but now that Liam is getting older and our house is becoming very crowded (6 peeps in 3 br house), I am wanting to get a full time job so Liam and I can move into our own place.

Another journey I am on, is my dental journey. I actually have an entire blog dedicated to this but everything has been on hold so I haven't undated in a really long time. Long story short, I have a really bad under bite which requires surgery but our [insert bad word here] insurance company will not cover it. Another reason for getting a job is for the dental insurance that will hopefully cover the surgery. I have had to get braces twice, which I am currently in but they are getting removed next month until the surgery can happen. I also need to get implants because I was born with a lot of missing teeth. So ya, its been a really stressful past couple of years.

Anywho, tomorrow will be a better day!